The results are in. My hormones are nicely suppressed and ovaries are nicely asleep. So tomorrow I begin the FSH injections with the hopes of getting to another egg retrieval in about two weeks.
That's good news.
What's more on my mind tonight is how grateful I am for my husband. He keeps me sane. He keeps me laughing. He motivates me. Yes. He keeps me sane.
Yesterday I was in a really bad head state. Just really down on myself for no particular reason. After a short nap he suggested we go to the gym. I had hesitated starting my new membership since stim was potentially right around the corner, but realized that I can't put my life on hold during this process. So to the gym we went.
It was my first time to the gym in over a year. It was my first workout in at least two weeks. It was my first time on a rowing machine since the 1980s. It was great!
Sure, I'm a little sore, but I'm also so grateful. I needed to spend that time on myself. I needed to vent some frustration and stress in a constructive way.
I needed to be grateful.
Tomorrow is our second anniversary and Eric already gave me the greatest gift. Gratitude.
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